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Literature
Fill the hill
Fill the heal,
pull the bill of shade from your eyes.
Brake free, far from the flight of fantasy.
Take in the srangth of the ones own empowerment.
Cast aside self-doubt,
negative reinforcement is something we can do without.
Remember You are a part of something much more bigger then even time its self.
Confounded by the boundaries of all space.
With the awaking of awareness,
your limits are endless.
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Literature
Eternity
Into the void, I drift farther into the darkness.
Far from the light, deeper into the night.
Floating free, flowing forever into nowhere.
"Oh, where?"
Over here or over there.
Do i really care?
No pain, thoughts drain.
Minds eye comes into frame.
Open mind, I unwind.
Find the key; unlock space.
Set time free into Eternity.
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Literature
My Hell
I'm addicted to the pain.
Feel it up in my veins,
It's rush'in to my brain.
Killing pain,
It's numbing like Novocaine.
You know I'll never be the same.
I'v got no one to blame.
Stuck play'in this same damn game.
Man, I'v changed but this shit just stays the same.
This fuck'in shit is just damn lame.
Stumbling, I strive to stay alive and do well.
Still, I dwell in the cell of my own personal hell.
Will I ever make it out?
Well, that's hard to tell.
Fucked up my trying with the fear I will fail.
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Literature
Zombies
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
Feeling so reanimated back from the dead.
Your head, I ate it.
Your head, I ate it.
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
Zombies are coming; open up, let me in!
Twisted individuals with brains on their chin.
Sores on their face; holes in they clothes.
Bunch of ghetto mother fuckers just a kick'in down doors,
coming through the floors!
This ain't your world no more!
It's the zombie Apocalypse and this shit don't quit!
Insert the point, inject the virus into my vein.
I think that shit's done sped into my brain!
Am I insane or on another plain?
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
We live, we feed, we kill for greed
Zombies are coming so I gotta believe.
I see 'um now; why cant I leave?
I'm frozen to the seat..
I need to break free!
Break free...
Break free...
Break free...
It's me, the man in black.
You bitch'z know that I'm not on crack!
Just keep your head up or duck when I'm swing
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Literature
Free From Thought
As i sit, here i can't help but think of things. No one thing in particular.
Sometimes, my thoughts are calm and peaceful.
Other times, it's like there is a beast in my mind,
ripping me apart from the inside out.
The dank dark confined's of my brain:
fear, confusion, rage, inundated.
Alone, i struggle to keep my head up
but the waves, they crash in to me.
The undertow, it grabs hold of me.
It seems I may never see, again, the light of day!
Then in what seemed to be just a blink of an eye, all is calm.
It appears the storm has passed...
The darkness gives way to light,
pushing aside the demons that dwell in the shadows of my soul..
Its's rays stretch out to each corner of my mind..
It's heat permeating my body. Warming me from my bones
all the way through to the out sides of my skin, revitalizing my key..
I set a peaceful drift down. A calm flowing stream of enlightened conciseness,
carrying me foreword down past the valley of insanity...
It runs me gently a ground - the shores of reali
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Literature
The Flu Shoot
┣▇▇▇═─ "Bang!"
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▂▄▅█████████▅▄▃▂
I███████████████████]. " Bang!"
◥⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙◤...
(The Dr. Is In, Ha! Ha! Ha!)
                        
o, Yeah! ( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ )
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Literature
Gotta let you know
you can find my music on YouTube,at mrbdc420 let me know what you like or if you like it Thank You!  
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Literature
Death After Life
We live to die, we die to live, & in mean time.
Take drugs, fuck bitch'iz, get drunk, hurl,And pass out.
Then do it again.
Death brings life, life brings wisdom,
With wisdom comes power,
Power brings death, And
death is constant.
take'in you out before you become,
to much for it and fuck it up.  
  
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Literature
Damn I'm High
As I sit outside I look in to the night sky,
panic in my eye. Ask'in those above,
with a life so long, where did i go wrong?
Toke on my bong, I smoke it till it's gone.
Take a deep breath, I cough up a lung.
Damn, I'm done! About's to get some grub.
Got Cotton mouth like a mother fucker!
Man, I need a glass of water!
I'm Look'in out the window, wondering.
How did i get inside?
Damn, I'm High!
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Literature
Shook My Mind
The first time I looked,
it shook my mind 'bout how you're so fine.
Now I gotta find a way to make you mine.
For some time or just a bit.
Damn you're the shit!
oh please, let me try.
I swear it will be nice and if you like,
I can hit it twice.
I will make you so hot you could melt a block of ice.
Doesn't that sound nice?
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Literature
Just Drop
y do we half to fight like this? are you about stooped shit? save it for the next Hoe cuz i'm bout to ditch like i'm ditch'in class, and if we do. thin that's that we just drop. no after life no continue'ins. were just energies, that gets dispersed back in to a pool of energie. thin we get turned back in to, a state of it. is this really it? cuz the energie is knowledge. the knowledge that we gain as were fallowing our life fallowing our path that we all half to do. thin realizing that where doing what we do. it's what we do, and how do we know what were doing? Cuz we just did it! OMG.. this is so Trippe y you gotta think about it? duck! just do it mother fucker. cuz i'm throwing a brick at your fucking head and running like a bitch!
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Literature
brake bricks with our head
if love wasn't a game i'd play, Fuck i'd love to know the password! i'd be like the mushroom that gives you a 1up in Super Mario Brothers...... we all should try to break bricks with our head!
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Literature
fuck u u clock
tick, talk, tick, tick, talk, tick, talk!
Fuck you, you clock!
your piss'in me off!
The tick'in wont stop!
think my heads gonna pop!
Now clock, meat rock.
your infernal talk'in,
is tick'in me off! With That...
tick, talk, tick, tick, talk, tick, talk!
Fuck you, you clock!
your piss'in me off!
i just want to grab you, throw you,
smash you, against the wall!
that would just wake up my friends
sleep'in right down the hall.
they'd be pissed, come up in here
trying to feed me there fist!
all because of that....
tick, talk, tick, tick, talk, tick, talk!
Fuck you, you clock!
your piss'in me off!
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flood by saltyb13 flood :iconsaltyb13:saltyb13 3 0
Literature
Nothing.
.
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skagit river by Full-Metal-Slinky skagit river :iconfull-metal-slinky:Full-Metal-Slinky 3 2
Literature
Spider Man.
I keep
having this nightmare;
spider arms
crawl out of the dark
to wrap themselves
around me,
and I'm screaming
(top of my lungs)
but I can't hear myself
my thoughts drown me out,
sickly sweet
a smell gags me
memories break chains
(the prisoner's escaped)
then I see
big brown eyes
my body goes numb
I wake up,
poundinginmychest
heartbeatsinmyhead
inmypantsinmyfists,
And     just     why
Can't     I     hold     myself
The     way     that     you     did?
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Literature
LastinG
i'm thinking
i'm not thinking
i'm staring
up at the ceiling
it's scary
what i'm now seeing
the sinking
is eating up all the feeling
tragically
it happens to smash all the magic
cuz that is what happens
to what you want when you can't have it
it takes something real
and makes it fake like plastic
it loses it's appeal
and makes it completely
lack passion...
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Literature
The Pages
The pages scream,
as they burn,
As every page begins to curve.
the words bubble,
the bindings break,
the hardwork is lost without a trace.
the flames spit color,
spit evil,
spit hate,
as thoughts and dreams,
the flames painfully rake.
The fire burns and crckles deep,
As the pages become merely ash piles,
slowly blowing,
and flying away.
forever gone, never returning.
merely just embers burning.
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Literature
All The Pretty Corpses
~a dedication to my dreams
all the pretty corpses
it's time to raise
from your graves
oh pretty corpses
it's time to raise
get your revenge
on the ones who killed
you and buried
oh pretty corpses
it's time to raise
it's time to be
able to walk
and go ahead
all the pretty corpses
i'm gonna raise
from the graveyard in my head
oh pretty corpses
it's time to raise
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Whats on my mind? Hell, does anyone really know??? "Ok, note." I love my dog Sky, and my family. I don't hate myself my life or my friends, although, some can be real assholes. It's all good. Please understand that I'm not special, my experience is at times worthless and I have been led to believe that I have significants. Really,,,, If I died it just would be an inconvenience at least , still life will continue on like it always has. every body is in the mix of there own thing, there own life problems and stuck on there own wisdom be it good or bad. End game is still the same. As I am forced to Indore the same unforgiving painfully scarring and at the same time unique and beautiful existence which is intended for us all. We all seem to get something different out of it , and with so many variables and different problems different homes with there own views expressed individually ,each one with the same condition as the others but just a bit more altered from independent view and beliefs of the individual's,. No two people are the same. Life as it is, is not special. There is no meaning for life it is meaningless. Only the meaning that we as individuals place on it to give us some since of worth so we feel useful and not a waste of the life we all interact in . be it as it may, the truth is, there is only one of you ,, ever..! So what you choose to do with it, is just going to be a reflection of what you experience, and skills you will hone with the trial and error you Indore in this life, on this time, in this world, in this here and now. because only in this here and now. will we ever find purpose, and then with in that, all the meaning you will ever need to Be who you are intended to be, and live the happy ,fulfilled and meaningful lifestyle that you preferred for you. "Life,,, " . it is just that. That is what is, and will ever be......Ever!!!!
-( C.L.B. )-

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Charles Lewis Bender
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Well I'm somebody who just likes to do art and any type of art whenever I feel the moment whenever I feel like that I think is fun at the time and if I like it I post it whatever if you like it well that's great too everybody has different views and different like some people like it some people don't can't please everybody but you can for the most part please your self
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Whats on my mind? Hell, does anyone really know??? "Ok, note." I love my dog Sky, and my family. I don't hate myself my life or my friends, although, some can be real assholes. It's all good. Please understand that I'm not special, my experience is at times worthless and I have been led to believe that I have significants. Really,,,, If I died it just would be an inconvenience at least , still life will continue on like it always has. every body is in the mix of there own thing, there own life problems and stuck on there own wisdom be it good or bad. End game is still the same. As I am forced to Indore the same unforgiving painfully scarring and at the same time unique and beautiful existence which is intended for us all. We all seem to get something different out of it , and with so many variables and different problems different homes with there own views expressed individually ,each one with the same condition as the others but just a bit more altered from independent view and beliefs of the individual's,. No two people are the same. Life as it is, is not special. There is no meaning for life it is meaningless. Only the meaning that we as individuals place on it to give us some since of worth so we feel useful and not a waste of the life we all interact in . be it as it may, the truth is, there is only one of you ,, ever..! So what you choose to do with it, is just going to be a reflection of what you experience, and skills you will hone with the trial and error you Indore in this life, on this time, in this world, in this here and now. because only in this here and now. will we ever find purpose, and then with in that, all the meaning you will ever need to Be who you are intended to be, and live the happy ,fulfilled and meaningful lifestyle that you preferred for you. "Life,,, " . it is just that. That is what is, and will ever be......Ever!!!!
-( C.L.B. )-

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fuckerm Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
there is more that i'v never put on DeviantArt, cuz i hate to tipe sometimes....but stay tuned...thanks!
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fuckerm Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
you know the name is not what i had in mind i tried so many that i got pissed & called it a fucker by tipping it, it told me that was take'in as well. like i said i was pissed i put a m on it, it said that works! so...., i took it! now i'm fuckerm.....now i cant find out how to fix it..
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Pickleh Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Lmao. You'd have to create a new account.
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DavidAtwell Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2011
any time any place kid
doesn't fuckin matter to me
my rhymes is ACE bitch
come fuckin battle me
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DavidAtwell Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2011
i want you to post some of your old shit!!! i know you still have all them pages d00d.... bring that basement FuNk to these deviants yo!
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fuckerm Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
i'm trying to do dat!
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ImpulseImagination Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome to :iconemotionsflow:

Glad you decided to join us!
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fuckerm Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
yeah! thank you 4 invite'in me... what do i do now?...lol
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ImpulseImagination Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Now you can submit your work into the group gallery :D
If you need help with that let me know
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ImpulseImagination Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
You should join #EmotionsFlow :D
I'll send you an invitation
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