just whats on my mind

Whats on my mind? Hell, does anyone really know??? "Ok, note." I love my dog Sky, and my family. I don't hate myself my life or my friends, although, some can be real assholes. It's all good. Please understand that I'm not special, my experience is at times worthless and I have been led to believe that I have significants. Really,,,, If I died it just would be an inconvenience at least , still life will continue on like it always has. every body is in the mix of there own thing, there own life problems and stuck on there own wisdom be it good or bad. End game is still the same. As I am forced to Indore the same unforgiving painfully scarring and at the same time unique and beautiful existence which is intended for us all. We all seem to get something different out of it , and with so many variables and different problems different homes with there own views expressed individually ,each one with the same condition as the others but just a bit more altered from independent view and beliefs of the individual's,. No two people are the same. Life as it is, is not special. There is no meaning for life it is meaningless. Only the meaning that we as individuals place on it to give us some since of worth so we feel useful and not a waste of the life we all interact in . be it as it may, the truth is, there is only one of you ,, ever..! So what you choose to do with it, is just going to be a reflection of what you experience, and skills you will hone with the trial and error you Indore in this life, on this time, in this world, in this here and now. because only in this here and now. will we ever find purpose, and then with in that, all the meaning you will ever need to Be who you are intended to be, and live the happy ,fulfilled and meaningful lifestyle that you preferred for you. "Life,,, " . it is just that. That is what is, and will ever be......Ever!!!!
-( C.L.B. )-